After the diagnosis of cancer, the doctor’s constant reminder of his care plan (biopsy 👉🏾port👉🏾chemo👉🏾surgery) made me feel as if time was on warp speed. My compliance was needed immediately. No time for consideration for this life-altering, irreversible decision.

This false sense of urgency is put in place to keep you in a state of unbalance, it temporarily disables your critical thinking abilities. It is a damaging stressor. My guy (oncologist) told us I have 4-6 months to live before the dis-ease kills me. LOL…shit is insane!

See, it’s simple. When you don’t live with the spirit of fear, having a doctor tell you the course of your life will end in six months if you refuse his death tactics is side-splitting comedy (in addition to being egregiously tactless).

My advice to anyone in a similar situation is to TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR DIAGNOSIS. YOUR DIAGNOSIS IS YOUR TEACHER (Green Book, Dr. Reese). After telling the oncologist I would not be doing a biopsy or chemo he told me explicitly that he couldn’t offer me care. Imagine that, my refusal of being sucked into his death system results in the “care”.

Death sells better than life. A biopsy leads to metastasis…DEATH. Chemo’s failure rate is above 90% over a five year period…DEATH. A hysterectomy kills slowly…DEATH. I want no part of this violence cycle. My body CAN heal cancer without chemo and losing an organ.

Let me get into what I did after leaving the hospital and my office visit with the oncologist.

Post Hospital Doctor’s Office Visit

After leaving the hospital I had this renewed conviction to overcome this dis-ease by trusting the years of research I’ve done on healing the body by means of holistic healing.

Play 1: The Herbs “Every sickness has its bush.”

I sourced wildcrafted herbs from Jamaica via Etsy + Amazon. Additionally, I purchased the tincture of the green hull of the black walnut (from a Black Owned herbalist). My list of purchases:

JamaicanBlack Owned herbalist Cerasee
Jamaican Dog Blood Bush
Jamaican Blue Vervain
Damiana
Jamaican Guinea Hen Root/Weed
Herbal Blend: “Cyst + Fibroid” Tulsi, Chamomile, Cinnamon, Dong Quai, Damiana, Peony Root, Raspberry Leaf, Rose Buds, Vitex Berry, Fenugreek

Intermission {11/6/25}

Today is D’s birthday. He has been EVERYTHING! This experience with him has further emphasized how highly favored I am. This man has been the consummate caregiver! Through the gut-wrenching pain, moments of not wanting to leave the bed, and ultimately trusting me to determine the course to take on this “cancer” journey he has my back, front, top, and bottom. Thank the Most High for His immeasurable grace and favor. Thank you D! I’m truly living my soft girl life (I’ll write about this in a subsequent post).

Play 2: 19 Day Fast

On October 2, I woke up and decided my first level of defense against BIG C was to clean my colon. I debated doing a 20 day water fast, however my research indicated you do this supervised. Instead, I literally stopped eating for about 3.5 days, still hydrating with water. My angst took my appetite away, so it wasn’t difficult. I knew that my immune system was compromised. I knew that the immune system’s main power source is the colon. Life and death begin in the colon. My fast was going to give every system in my body time to rest and begin the healing process. I ate the equivalent of a quarter of an apple, small amount of fresh soursop {I dislike the texture}, and six globe grapes at each meal. I lost over 15 pounds during this fast (25 pounds over all).

The fasting journey was messy. My colon was NOT happy. I expelled so much gunk and had loose stools for half of the fast. My sister purchased me Depends after sharing my journey of shitting on myself.

All in all, the first stage of my healing was acceptance then cleansing. My mission is to support my immune system.

Play 3: For Parasite Protocol

After fasting for 19 days I began the refeeding process. I wanted to begin eating more than fruits in tandem with following the 18 days Dr. Hulda Clark parasite removal protocol. Besides the multitude of capsules per day, I completed without a challenge.